Success or failure

I failed again, in a familiar place, a few years of fork test me physically and mentally exhausted, pass several times, every last effort came to naught.

I think it's really cruel to me, every time I'm near the end was a fine end and wanted to cry, looking at the computer data, looking at the stack of Da books and notes, I was sluggish, and never At the moment I do not dislike them so.

I do not really talking about the suit in front of them, I was a nervous person, but who is not nervous, I have no qualifications, was denied again and again, instead of this, I beg you not to give me hope. I may be hard to go in this way, perhaps nowhere, maybe I do not know what to do next minute I?

Life could be worse point it?

Tears, endless heartbreak, I can not let myself forget for a short time, or good-bye!

Time compass back to square one, the fate of the shaft still did not move, but a few years and went up, gain and loss, success and failure, I recently have come to realize it!